Have you ever had a dream that you can't let go of? You go back to sleep hoping that the dream will return...
I've had a couple dreams like that. But have you ever had a dream that feels so real that you have to force yourself to differentiate which world is really real? In 2008 I had a dream so real that I'm convinced it wasn't just a dream...it was different place in time, I felt the pain, the emotions. Everything about that dream was so strong....So I made a book out of it and I revisited that dream world several different times and each was different part of the story.
Can I really travel to a different time in a different world?
I feel like it...I feel with all my heart and soul that the world I dreamt of was and is real. I believe all dreams are either your soul traveling through space and time or our subconscious unlocking the tightly closed chest that so called "reality" creates. People create a reality where really, nothing is possible. Vampires and werewolves aren't possible. If people really believed that anything is possible then they would have a more open mind and say that there IS a possibility that certain things called myth are real. The myth had to come from somewhere and scientists and historians are always coming up with new ways to rationalize the origins of werewolves and vampires.But you can't rationalize everything like that....
I may not be making sense, you can believe that I don't even know what I'm talking about.
People are just scared of what they no know nothing about.
In my alternate time there's a man that is in love with me and I him...we're married. We'd die for each other and we have complete understanding for each other. I don't believe in every "myth" out there...but some feel stronger than others...attract me more than others.
That other place where I go in my dreams feels too real....and my dreams lead to strange infatuations, not just night dreams but my waking/day dreams. I once had a dream about having Freddy Krueger's child...it was so real, felt so incredibly real, that when I woke up my hand went straight to my stomach to feel for a baby...but there was none and instead of being satisfied that it was all just a dream I was confused....it was just so real..so very, very, real.
My love are not just for characters in a movie or book or writing...it's for everything strange.
(but most of the time my loves are for the odd-one-out-character)
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