Monday, March 7, 2011

Wouldn't be human if you didn't fear...

What is the one thing you fear most?
Do you fear many things, or few?
I fear nothing...I used to be afraid of things until I joined what I was afraid of....My message this time isn't to join what you fear...not at all.
But I embraced what I was afraid of...the Boogey Man...Freddy....IT...that fear...and of mortal things..like death....I fear death not, for it will happen and no one can stop it.
 Not even the undead...Vampires even face death...Dracula has shown that. The vampires from Interview with a Vampire faced death...While I don't want to die today if I was going to I wouldn't fear it. I know who and what awaits me on the other side.
And I'm not preaching either.
I don't know what I had hopped to get out of this blog or to give you the people.
I have had a broken heart and was so afraid of it happening aagin that I put up walls....but then I realized one day that I have to let some things go, and that if a person broke my heart it most likely wasn't meant to be. Every person has someone out there waiting to be found, to fill that other half of the heart. And so, as long as I have friends who I know love me, I'm not afraid of heartbreak anymore...Even though it's something I avoid...
I once feared change, but now it's happened so often I don't care about it anymore.
I feared Freddy as a child, I feared many things, but something changed, I don't know what. But one day I woke up and I loved him. dracula is a lover to fear for sure, but I don't see my self as the one fearing, I see myself as the one BEING feared.
Is it better to be loved or feared?
I think loved...loved by your followers for being feared by enemies...
But people say you wouldn't be human if you weren't afraid...does that mean I'm not human anymore? Everbody fears something but I nothing.....except, perhapes, time. Time is the one enemy that I can't defeat nor can I ever hope to defeat...not even vampires can defeat time..Louis (Interview..vampire) even fell victim to the sorrows of time...The only time I find joy in time is when I sleep...sleep brings me realization and inspiration...Is it too strange to say I fear nothing? Do you believe me that a person can fear nothing?

Friday, March 4, 2011

Quotes..those little pieces of advice

Quotes. We all have one. We've all heard at least ten. My favorite quote has got to be "To be or not to Be" another favorite is "I didn't choose writing, writing chose me".
Many good quotes and thanks to my english teacher I've heard many good ones.
"Some men are born great, others have greatness thrust upon them" William Shakespeare, I think his quotes are quotes are quoted the most. He was a remarkable man. Very clever in my opion by creating such complex and thought provoking stories.
I think I strive to be as great as him, or at least on the same level. I'm a writer and it's taken me a while to realize that...
But back to quotes!
Some quotes don't make sense, some make perfect sense. Quotes are stories within themselves "In the absense of light Darkness prevails"  The "Some men are born great" quote, "Always forgive your enemies, nothing annoys them so much" good peice of advice....
I could go on and on about how some quotes have helped me move along during hard times "Don't know what you got until it's gone" "Nothing to fear but fear its self".
And this one really inspires me ""Sleep, those little slices of death — how I loathe them."
"Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night."
Am I hurting your head with quotes yet?
Then I shall part with this last one about love...
"We loved with a love that was more than love" Edgar Allan Poe...

Thursday, March 3, 2011

A day late..

Well this blog won't be much...just an update.
Yesterday was my usual mid week blog day but there was a bloody incident and I was unable to blog.
So this little post will take the place of that blog. Tomorrow's blog will be about quotes!
Fare well to whom it may concern....