After a couple months of inner and outer turmoil I have returned, and I am fine.
But down to strangeness!
Celebrity crushes. We've all had one. Admit it. You know you have. Whether you're a guy or girl, you've had a crush on the famous. I know I have. And man oh man, when I have a crush I go crazy. Not stalker crazy, but I watch every movie and watch every interview they've been in kind of crush. Not to mention they invade my dreams at least 99% of the time that I happen to be crushing on them.
Yes, weird I know. Obviously.
At the moment I have the biggest crush on the sexy beast Ralph Fiennes. I don't even know why! And that's the thing about these crushes. You never suspect them! You'll be flipping through the channels one day, or night, and bam! There he or she is and you think "Alright I'll watch this movie. Its a good one anyways."
So you watch it and by the end of the movie you're kissing the t.v. screen going "Oh I love you Ralph!" Or whoever it is you're crushing on. Its so weird.
I don't know about your crushes but mine last for oh say......a long time. And there's no turn off or anything it just fades. But not Ralph Fiennes! Oh no, he just won't stay out of my head and dreams. Its not like I meant or mean for this happen it just kind of does. Sorry? In the past it I've actually only had one or two other crazy crushes. Elijah Wood, Geoffery Rush (Don't ask), Sean Connery (hey, he's very handsome for an older man!)...Ralph.....and some fictional characters.
But its just the strangest thing! All of a sudden. Surprise! Ralph Fiennes is in my dream and the next one, and the next one....And then a crush blooms and I'm stuck! Not surprisingly I always crush on older men...Much older men...
On the plus side, I get really inspired. I don't even have to be writing about the "crush", they inspire me as well as seduce me...Did I say seduce? I meant invade my dreams rather rudely. Ha!
Strange? I think yes!
